Master and i were lazing in bed on the morning of Christmas Eve. He turned to me and stated that the next 2 days were going to be “normal couple” days. We could forego the D/s protocol until the morning after Christmas. In fact, i was to remove the collar. At the end of this time, i would have the option whether or not to continue with the D/s relationship.
i’d been somewhat expecting something like this. He’d been reserved for a few days and i was waiting for Him to share what was on His mind. Apparently He wonders why i would want to accompany Him on this journey, especially since i don’t share some of His kinks. He explained that the time spent without the trappings of D/s will allow me to better make the decision whether or not to continue. What i didn’t tell Him was that i already knew my answer, but i fully intended to enjoy this little break.
And…I decided that i would wear the collar and view it as a piece of jewelry instead. It was with a delicious sense of mischief that i took advantage of this “normal” time.
Later that morning, things heated up in the bedroom. We were standing quite close to each other and i began kissing Him deeply, holding His neck with one hand and grasping His back with the other. Soon, we were undressed and i led Him to the bed. i bent over the bed and directed Him to take me from behind.
He started to do so, then gave me a spank on the right butt-cheek. It seemed a bit of a test. i allowed Him to place a few more spanks. He could tell i liked it. With a smile in His voice, He said, “I think we both know what your answer is going to be. We might as well stop the drama now and call it good.” But i wasn’t going to give Him the satisfaction of hearing my decision before the designated time. He knows me quite well, and this was a way for me to keep Him guessing for once.
We wound up on the bed for “free form sex” – my favorite. That means sex without direction…just cutting loose and playing. The sound of my wetness against Master’s cock was almost embarrassing, but not enough to make me stop. At one point, Master pulled on my hair (am not sure if it was intentional) but i told him, in an irritated voice, that it hurt. i felt quite cheeky doing that!
I ended up being fucked silly. For real. It took me about 15 minutes to become coherent as well as muster the will to move any of my limbs. Master brought me some water upon my request as my mouth was dry. Bodily fluids needed to be replenished.
Our “normal” day resumed. i wasn’t nude at any point. i sat beside Him without asking permission. No clothespins. No pussy inspections. i didn’t defer to him…though i did find myself occasionally addressing Him as “Sir” out of habit. All the while, grinning on the inside and feeling just a bit naughty.
There’s a beauty in connecting as two individuals in this more casual manner but i admit that i felt as if something was missing. What Master and i have found in the D/s relationship is that there aren’t power struggles. We know our roles and what’s expected. So far, Master has proved to be a very good leader. Because of this, I’ve had no issues following him.
We had a beautiful Christmas together and i was quite spoiled with Master’s generous gifts. i still held onto my verbal decision even though there were a few moments when i wanted to tell him.
This morning was the official time. i already knew that i’d get back in line as Master’s slave, but He still wasn’t 100% positive. As is our D/s protocol, i requested to get out of bed but only after firming up His cock with my mouth. At that point, He must’ve known my decision but had to ask. i answered in the affirmative and now we’re back to this lifestyle along with both its pleasures and challenges.
It was a nice break, but i know that with Master S i can safely allow my submissive tendencies to surface. So we’re back to what’s become “normal” for us…a loving, 24/7 D/s relationship.
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We are still on our ski trip with the kids, and notice that we have become more casual in our M/s relationship. No cage. No worship at the end of the work day. Though still lots of sex. I must say the one thing I look forward to going back to the work world is a little more discipline from Mistress. Mick
Master did inform me that today my slave training will continue. One thing I’ve noticed is that by being in a D/s relationship, constant attention is required. There’s no space for “dialing it in” which can be the death knell for couples.
It was a big aha moment for me during our break time. So while there are times i may bitch about some things that Master has me do, He always has my attention.
And damn….the sex is great!
this is Molly… great entry – since we are in our small cabin with two teens (while we have had sex many times per day) we have scaled back on anything noisy! I also do not think that it is safe for slave to have to ski in the cage. it is strange to be a bit more conventional, but we are ok with it. I do need a break from the vigilance from time-to-time. we are still dealing with whether or not I have my own dom outside of our marriage. Slave does want me to have one…stay in touch.
i do believe that a break is needed occasionally. The term you used, “vigilance”, is very appropriate. It’s like taking a vacation.
You’re brave to consider taking on a dom outside your marriage. It has the potential to alter relationships greatly. Glad you’re taking an appropriate amount of time before jumping in.
not sure where we will end up with this dom thing — while it does evoke arousal for both of us.. it is dealing with another individual and all that involves. due to some past issues relative to “mick’s transgressions,” he is into this sort of deal. in terms of your posting today — I would have never thought that as the mom of teens (at this age), I would do any of these things….kids think we spend too much time napping.
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