i messed up…big time. Got back to hotel room and the person i had a business call scheduled with was calling me early. i grabbed the call w/out taking off my clothes and shortly afterwards, Master walked in for a “nudity check”. This was the first time that i was wearing clothes when the occasion dictated me to be nude. Now it appears He’s not willing to listen to my explanation and is terming it a felony. Justifiably so.
It appears I’m in line for a punishment because of the lapse today…which was only due to not having time from walking in the door to grabbing the call.
Seems like i’ll need to be diligent in not allowing for an error such as this. i’ll submit to this punishment though am not looking forward to what He decides to hand out.
i’m sure Master S will weigh in on his thoughts on this blog as to the unfolding of this predicament. All i know is that i’ve broken one of His hard rules on my submission, albeit not in a willful manner. This is one of those times when i find this lifestyle extremely challenging.
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Hoping that the need of discipline for this transgression is tempered by mercy.
That’s definitely a conundrum. Master has a bit of a sadistic streak…yet he’s also cognizant of my well-being. Needless to say, i was able to do a bit of negotiating which helped mitigate the circumstances to a degree.
At times this weekend, i definitely didn’t care much for Master S while “in the moment” of discipline. He understands that and does end each session with an extraordinary amount of after-care. For that, i’m grateful. Otherwise, resentment would grow rather than dissipate.
For someone like myself, who’s used to being on her own, it requires a great amount of trust to be in this type of relationship…placing myself in someone else’s hands. Master does a good job ensuring that all is well especially during the more stressful times.
i’ll leave it to Him to blog the events of the weekend from His perspective. My journal will hold my thoughts for now, allowing me to sort through them later.
But yes, he did show compassion.
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