Master’s post: What do I want from a slave?

So now I have a slave.  What is it that I really want from desiree?  This is not as easy to figure out as I thought it would be.  First of all, I have to keep in mind that there are two people involved in this arrangement, not just me.  Of course I have fantasies, many of them dark and Sadistic.  I also love humiliation play.  As I mentioned earlier, I myself was for a short time a toilet slave, so am well versed in scat and urine play.  This does not mean that everybody enjoys this type of play.  And desiree has made it clear that she has no interest in playing with my waste.  However….I would not let her have any hard limits if she was willing to be my slave. 

Why should she have the choice whether to allow me the pleasure of using her anyway I see fit?  So she agreed to not have any limits whatsoever.  This, however, will be a topic for a future blog post.   As easy as it would be to demonstrate my total control over her, and live every fantasy, make her consume all of my waste, and perform all domestic duties around the house, I have to remember that she has willingly agreed to be my submissive, because she loves me greatly.  I, in turn, love her just as much. 

Consequently, I do want to make every effort to control her, yet make it as pleasurable for her as I can, so that she will feel that her submission to me was not a mistake.  I guess it is possible to be a Master with a conscience, and to keep my best friend and lover (who also happens to be my slave for life) happy as well.

Keeping all of this in mind, what have I decided that I want her to do for me?  First of all, I want her to be an excellent domestic servant.  We have already developed a morning routine that she follows to help me get ready for work in the morning.  She has to keep the house in immaculate condition, keep herself in great shape, cook an excellent meal in the evening, and help me at work in any manner that I require.  The list will continue to grow as we settle in to this lifestyle more.  But for now, this list of activities keeps her busy. 

Secondly, she must be naked at all times, except when her 18 year old daughter is present.  She has no problem with this, and I love her body.  The recent piercings that she endured set off a lovely set of breasts, and the clit hood ring dangles so beautifully below her labia. 

She will, at my command, remove her clothing in the car, and also in my office when nobody else is present.  Nudity is one of major tenets of her submission to me, and I will be unyielding in this demand. 

Beyond the requirements of her domestic servitude and her nudity, I have not yet decided how much of the other aspects of slavery that I will demand.  I know that I will continue her sensation training, even though she does not enjoy pain.  One may ask why I would do this.  The answer is pretty simple….I enjoy inflicting pain.  This is where I need to maintain control of myself, however.  I will continue to explore, and push desiree’s rather limited boundaries, and live out some of my fantasies as well.   It would just be easier if she was into pain, but oh well.  We have talked about this very topic at length, and she has agreed to let me do whatever I want, so…………

The activity that scares desiree the most is my love of humiliation.  I know that I will make her drink my urine, and she knows this also, but, for the time being, we have taken consuming scat off of the table.  She agreed to be my slave FOREVER if I would not make her eat shit (and if I agreed to not make her have a nude wedding).  With this lifetime agreement on the line, I thought I could give up scat as a requirement.  I do secretly hope that she will give me the opportunity to do this though as a gift to her Master.  Whether I would actually do this to her or not is still a question, but just knowing I could do it if I wanted would be a great gesture on her part.

So there you have it, this is what I want from my slave.  I will keep working on her sensation and humiliation training, just because I love it, but I will also keep her thoughts and emotions in mind as I do this.  My goal for her though is to make her my ultimate slave, one who can perform any task that I require, with grace and beauty.