First, i’d like to thank luna for her words on dealing with pain. You see, i’m not a pain-junkie. i don’t crave it, nor particularly enjoy it all that much. But Master S does…and that’s where the struggle comes in.
If i don’t like pain, then why endure it? Why would i continue to be in a lifestyle where my body would be used in that manner? Master S kept asking me to figure it out. It was perplexing to him as well, but now i’ve come to terms with the reasons.
As luna said, if we’re not hard-wired to enjoy pain, then we can learn to find peace and joy in handling what our Masters serve up to us. THIS is the answer, and it feels right. Being of a submissive nature, i want to please. This is yet another way for me to take pride in serving.
It’s not about being a martyr or victim. It’s about providing service for the man i adore. Plain and simple.
Would love to hear thoughts on this topic from other subs. (hard-wired or not)
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I’ve struggled with this as well. Some days are more difficult than others.
Like me you are a naturall submissive…. for me its part of serving my Master i really love the peace it brings me and adore that i have pleased him….i have just come across your readings….i have enjoyed them..i know its early but i wish both of you a very happy christmas..xx
i would like to hear or see what Luna shared with you. This something that i would like to know how to handle too. i mostly enjoy service, am submissive, generally haven’t stopped someone if hurtung me unless they volunteer to stop. But at least at the time can not enjoy pain. Sometimes after the fact i can get enjoyment from the pain. Recently i had learned to accept the pain when i can see or hear that the Domme is enjoying giving the pain but still not a sexual turn on for me. Struggle would not be the world for it.
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